I didn't think that this could happen to me but I guess it has. I realize I have a very few friends and that is probably how it is going to stay. I don't think I would have ever have to go threw what I did. I haven't cried that much since my sister died. It has been along time since I have been hurt like that. It makes me think back at my other relationships and realize maybe I am not that good of a friend. I mean if I think I have put everything I have in a friendship and then realize that she thinks that I haven't been there for her for the last 4 months maybe longer. I really don't know what else to give. I am done, finished, I can't go through that anymore. It just hurt so bad. She has everyone on her side and I am like the evil step sister and for some reason I have no idea what I did wrong. So it is going to be quiet at my house for awhile, no one will be over. I don't want to open myself like that again to just get hurt. I have a few friends and I have my husband and my daughter and besides that I am pregnant, I don't want to dwell on it, I don't need the stress in my life anymore.
Onto better news my cousin Kevin and his wife Dee are supposed to have their baby today, she is scheduled for a C-section later this morning. I am so excited for them. Chloe is going to be a big sister. I so can't wait for that to be us. I want a new baby!!
I am done for now, I am hoping Mike and I can go out to dinner tonight. It has been awhile since we have been out by ourselves. We have a gift card for Chilli's!! I may want to play is safe their, I don't need the heartburn.
I hope everyone has a good day, I am going to be in recovery mode for awhile.
I am hoping I have enough funds to go and see a movie this weekend. Krista and I want to see Bride Wars, just us two girls, bring on the popcorn!!
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