Pity party!

I am having one big pity party. And the star of the show is me. I went home on vacation for a whole month. It seemed like things changed since I have been back. I figured some of my friends would be glad that I was back and woud want to see me or Abbey, I mean she is now 1, she can walk and she has gotten bigger. But not a single one and when I call my friends they seem like they have no time for me whatsoever or call me to ask for something that they could figure out on their own. I mean I am throwing a party for my daughter for her birthday and for another friend of mine, and it seems like none of our friends are interested in coming at all. I have this one friend and when another friend was gone she wanted to hang out with me all the time, now that the other friend is back she has nothing to do with me. I hate two faced people. All I want is a true friend, 1 that I can count on and hang out with occasionally. Right now I am thinking I am not asking for too much. We have some friends that we hang out with, but even then I can't stand them nagging all the time.

I really don't know what to do anymore...I only have a little bit out of time left here, we leave next July. I am thinking that I might just be a hermit crab and only worry about me and my family. I really don't know what to do. I write other posts on other sites wanting reactions from people and I am getting nothing, it is like no one cares at all.

I need to get this all out, because as I have already stated I have no friends here. I mean I have a few but not any good ones. I think I am done and ready to get off this pary, if only anyone cared whatsoever. I know they have their own lives and all but still.