New Years Eve!

I think that I have everything planned out for what I am having on New years. I am going to make some sausage balls, two fiesta taco casseroles, sushi, and probably some pigs in a blanket. I know that I will be drinking, but I am only suppplying food, I can't supply all the alcohol too! That is just to much! I am so excited, we should have fun!

It is my grandma's 87th birthday today! She is stilll crazy and funny as she always is. It is wierd Mike being back to work today. He was off all last week and now he is back to work. I can't wait for him to come home so then I can get some sewing doen and get the house cleaned up. I have been doing laundry most of the day! But that is it for now!!

Just another day...

Yeah whatever, I know for one thing I will never buy anything at Target again, they have a shitty return policy. It was just one big hastle there for us this morning. I don't even want to get into that again.
I am better today, not so bitchy, but still attitude from hell. I just really want to know where this is coming from. I don't think I am pregnant but I can't totally rule it out! Which I wouldn't mind. I can't wait for New Years Eve, we will be hanging out with our friends and having some cocktails and eating some good food, I think I have everything planned of what I am going to do! Well that is it for today!!

Better

I am hoping today is a better day than yesterday. I was just having such an off day! I hate being like that! I really need my hubby to wake up so then I can get a shower in and relax a bit! I am exhausted. I got up with Abbey this morning and I didn't go to bed until some wee time in the morning! But I am going to go for now and wake him up!!

Oh my!

Apparently niceness ended at Christmas. I have been a major wench today with a capital B! I just can't get myself out of this mood either. Everyone has just been saying the wrong thing today to me and I just snap. It is just pissing me off, and it isn't just my hubby, I mean I am sure it is me, but damn do you have to aggravate the hell out of me today! All I want to do is sew and yeah!!

Diapers

I had this lady make me some custom diapers at the end of November. Well she sent them out after she got them done and I recieved what I thought were mine. Well she got them all mixed up, so I had to send mine to someone else, so that person should have recieved theirs by now. Well I just found out that the other chic didn't send mine out til yesterday, so that means now that I won't get them til next week. It just sucks, I have been looking forward to these diapers for awhile now and I have to wait even longer. The chic that made them is refunding our money for having to have them shipped out and she is sending a freebie, so that helps, I just wish I had my new diapers.

We are getting ready for Christmas around here. I mean it is a week away! We are having a few friends over, we are having our friend Fisch and our friend Krista over. None of us will be here next year so we are having a non-traditional Christmas dinner! We are having low country boil and a chocolate pudding pie and pumkin bread and some puppy chow and some other good stuff. I still have lots to do!! I have some sewing I have got to get done, I have tons of presents I have to get wrapped under the tree! I can't wait for Abbey to get to see all her presents! And then I can't wait to go shopping after Christmas, even though it is crazy I can't wait! This Christmas should be fun!! I am going to miss everyone but I am so very excited for this one!!

Focusing

I focused on cleaning my house this week. Go that done, now I need to focus on keeping it clean. I also need to focus on getting more of my website going. I need to figure out how to get this business off the ground. I have plenty of cards out, I have family that knows about it. I want to make more but I want to get some sold for this. I am thinking about offering free shipping and making some small things just to get some business!! We will see how that works. We started to play WOW again. Inlaws are playing and wanted us to play too! So we are playing again. It is wierd to be playing this again!! Well I guess this is it for now!!

Along while!

I totally forgot everything about this. I think I need this again. Things in my life have changed, we are now trying for a baby. It has only been about a month! I am super excited. We are getting closer to when we are supposed to get our orders. We are hoping for South Dakota. I really want to go! But at the same time I am going to miss everyone here! Since my last post I have realized that I do have my true friends and they have showed themselves. The others I have just dropped out of my life. Sounds harsh but I don't need the drama that they bring into my life.
Since my last post I have been busy, I am starting my own business, I have turned another year older. I have started my own diaper cake business, I am trying to get cards out everywhere, but it is taking a slow go! I have my own etsy sho0p, my own webpage. I have more ribbon on the way, but my hubby told me I have to wait until I get some products sold before I can make anymore. Which sucks cause I love making them! They bring out the creative side in me and bring out some of my OCD which isn't much but I do have some in me!
Abbey is getting bigger. She is now 19 months old, she has 16 teeth, she talks all the time, we can kinda understand her! But she is very silly and crazy! I can't wait until she can be a big sister.
Since my last post my Aunt Barb has passed away, we went home for the funeral, it was so sad, we all miss her so much! I think this is enough of a catch up for now. Maybe I will write more later!

Pity party!

I am having one big pity party. And the star of the show is me. I went home on vacation for a whole month. It seemed like things changed since I have been back. I figured some of my friends would be glad that I was back and woud want to see me or Abbey, I mean she is now 1, she can walk and she has gotten bigger. But not a single one and when I call my friends they seem like they have no time for me whatsoever or call me to ask for something that they could figure out on their own. I mean I am throwing a party for my daughter for her birthday and for another friend of mine, and it seems like none of our friends are interested in coming at all. I have this one friend and when another friend was gone she wanted to hang out with me all the time, now that the other friend is back she has nothing to do with me. I hate two faced people. All I want is a true friend, 1 that I can count on and hang out with occasionally. Right now I am thinking I am not asking for too much. We have some friends that we hang out with, but even then I can't stand them nagging all the time.

I really don't know what to do anymore...I only have a little bit out of time left here, we leave next July. I am thinking that I might just be a hermit crab and only worry about me and my family. I really don't know what to do. I write other posts on other sites wanting reactions from people and I am getting nothing, it is like no one cares at all.

I need to get this all out, because as I have already stated I have no friends here. I mean I have a few but not any good ones. I think I am done and ready to get off this pary, if only anyone cared whatsoever. I know they have their own lives and all but still.

Ok

So I have a few good things to talk about and a few not so good. Lets start off with the bad things, Abbey is starting to chew on everything and she chewed on the cat we think and Houston scratched her head really bad. She has a bunch of scratches all over head. She is ok and everything just freaked the heck out of me and her. But we got a new dog, his name is Boo, he is a real good dog. I have decided that I need to lose weight. I knew that along time ago, I just decided that today I need to actually do something about it. So today I started to work out. First time in along time, But I need to do it. I am going home for about a month in the middle of March. That gives me a just a little less than two months to lose all I can. I want to do at least 2o pounds but I need to lose a lot more than that. I need to lose well over 50! But I am going to try my best to cut certain things out, like soda and junk food. We eat just way too much of that. Well that is everything for now.

Doggy

My husband and I are in search of a dog. I am really wanting one, we have been looking everywhere. Found one but the application to get the dog is too much. Found another one that we like but we just don't have the money to buy her right yet! So if there is anyone out there that knows of anyone that is getting rid of a dog. Let me know, I live in the panhandle area of Florida!