Is it Friday yet?

I so can't wait til Friday. It has been one heck of a week. I have never been so hormonal in my life. I cry at everything. I mean everything has been frustrating the heck out of me. I mean Abbey is just whining all the time and that just drives me nuts, and then Mike gets home and he drives me just as nuts. Oh Lord I can't wait til I get out of my first trimester. So far I am only 7 weeks and 4 days, but we will see what the doc thinks when I finally see the doc in Feb.

I wish we knew where we were going too. I mean it all goes back to being pregnant, I just want to know so then I can start doing some research on the hospital and be fine with all of it. I mean we know we are going to be gone between July 1 and July 30. But if I am due in August/September, I just want to know!! EEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRR! Just aggravating it is. LOL!

I am hoping I just have another month of this trimester and I won't be so dang crazy. I think everyone is going crazy with all my emotions!!

I love Facebook!

I have found so many friends on there. I have lots of my family on there too. It is so wierd to see faces I have not seen in almost 10 years. I just had one of my friends from college add me. Oh my, I had the biggest crush on him, he knew it...we just remained friends, we were like best friends in college! We were always together, it is so wierd to see him again. He had one of other friends on his facebook too, so I can't wait to get to talk to him too.
I realized in college and high school that I had lots of guy friends. They weren't as catty as the girls were. It was so much easier to have guy friends. That is may be the reason why I only have a few girlfriends now!!

I love facebook, just have to say it again!! It is an awesome place. I might have to get Mike on here and get my parents on here, they would love it!! LOL!!

Some awesome news!!

I am so excited...i just found out some awesome news. When I used to live over on Hatchee, I had one of the bestest friends in the world. Well they got orders to Colorado and have been there for the last 3 years or so. I called her yesterday to tell her I was pregnant and she told me that she is coming down here. I am going to get to see her again! Her husband is going to Korea and he is going to be there for a year of course and she decided that she is going to move back to Georgia, before they leave though, they are going to be in Destin for a week and they want to have dinner with us. I am so excited, I will get to spend some time with her. I have missed her so much! I am super ecstatic that she is coming, she is only a few hours from home so I will get to spend time with her before we leave, whenever we leave and wherever we are going!!

I can't wait til February now!! I get to see Jess and TJ again!!

Catch up....

Oh it has been a few days since I have posted anything. It has been quiet around here, but not back home. My step dad is at home for the next few days because he has gout again. My cousin Alyssa is in the hospital, she had been having headaches alot and she went to the ER and they found out that her brain was swollen. So now she has been in the hospital since like Tuesday and she will be in there til tomorrow.

I have been feeling ok, now I have a runny nose that is driving me crazy. I had to get off one of my meds and I think that is making me feel dizzy and shit. It sucks....I am tired all the time. Just the joys of being pregnant!

Baby Names

Well all I have been able to think about now is baby names. I think we have decided on the middle name for a boy. It will be James, after Mike's grandfather who passed away when he was in high school. I am looking through baby names and I wanted to remember some of them so I figure put them in a blog that way I have them.





Here is what I have come up with so far:


Brennan James

Cayden James

Keagan James

Kolton James

Landen James

Oliver James

Teagan James

Trenton James

Trevor James

Ok those are all the boy names I have found. Lets start with the girls nows!!

What a nightmare...wait it is reality.

I didn't think that this could happen to me but I guess it has. I realize I have a very few friends and that is probably how it is going to stay. I don't think I would have ever have to go threw what I did. I haven't cried that much since my sister died. It has been along time since I have been hurt like that. It makes me think back at my other relationships and realize maybe I am not that good of a friend. I mean if I think I have put everything I have in a friendship and then realize that she thinks that I haven't been there for her for the last 4 months maybe longer. I really don't know what else to give. I am done, finished, I can't go through that anymore. It just hurt so bad. She has everyone on her side and I am like the evil step sister and for some reason I have no idea what I did wrong. So it is going to be quiet at my house for awhile, no one will be over. I don't want to open myself like that again to just get hurt. I have a few friends and I have my husband and my daughter and besides that I am pregnant, I don't want to dwell on it, I don't need the stress in my life anymore.


Onto better news my cousin Kevin and his wife Dee are supposed to have their baby today, she is scheduled for a C-section later this morning. I am so excited for them. Chloe is going to be a big sister. I so can't wait for that to be us. I want a new baby!!

I am done for now, I am hoping Mike and I can go out to dinner tonight. It has been awhile since we have been out by ourselves. We have a gift card for Chilli's!! I may want to play is safe their, I don't need the heartburn.

I hope everyone has a good day, I am going to be in recovery mode for awhile.

I am hoping I have enough funds to go and see a movie this weekend. Krista and I want to see Bride Wars, just us two girls, bring on the popcorn!!

So....

Good news first, I found out that I was pregnant Thursday. I am very excited. I want a little boy so bad. Pregnancy is kicking my butt, I have been tired and hormonal. Just pre craziness, it just drives me nuts.

Bad news: I need to vent, I just don't understand people. Why say one thing and then do another, I just don't get that. It just drives me nuts when people do that. Seriously. My friends are just driving me nuts. I don't know if it is just me because I am pregnant or what. But if you call all of our other friends and don't call me it makes it look like you are purposely trying to ignore me. It just sucks. I have feelings and apparently they are not important. If you are reading this then you know who you are. Which I doubt there are only a few people who read this!

But hopefully this weekend I will get some sewing done and hang out with my hubby and maybe go see a movie with one of my other friends!!

Wierd day!

So this has been a wierd day!! I got some kinda good news today, it may be we just have to wait and see!! I am very excited to see how the rest of the week turns out.
Other than that things have been getting better for me! I have been calming myself down and letting people do what they want. Trying to think things out before I just speak my mind! But it is so hard for me. I have always spoke my mind.
I really want my good news to be good news, I just need patience!! Lots and lots of it!! But I think that is it for now, I will keep everyone updated on my news!!

Frustration!

I realized that I have been getting very frustrated lately and I have realied that I am trying to control the people around me. I realize that I am missing my sister very badly. It is very hard to lose someone so close to you. I love and miss her so much and I just don't want to lose the people that mean so much to me in life. I love my friends dearly and I hate to see them going through some of the things that they are. I know that I need to just calm myself the heck down and start thinking before I speak, and learn that people are going to do what they want. I won't always approve of what they do but I will just have to realize that they are adults and they can do what they want.